The Paradox of Humanity: A Species That Destroys Its Own Creation (English version)

 I had just begun to understand things, when humans ruined everything.

Yes, these are the same humans who once learned to create fire by striking stones.

Yes, the same humans who were once believed to be kind-hearted (which is a lie).

Humans — who lack humanity.

Neither for those like themselves nor for others.

The way you care about yourself, these humans will care about your life just that much.

Yes, this is the same species that once created biodiversity and ecosystems,

and now they are the ones destroying them.

They’ve created dangerous personalities — from manipulation to narcissism.

The more you study humans, the more you’ll begin to fear yourself.

You’ll find yourself getting more trapped.

I placed myself among humans for a few days,

and realized I’m in the wrong place.

I found myself in the middle of a massive toxic population.

I became irritated with these humans —

everyone is involved in others’ lives,

and those who are not, are not even considered part of the “human” group.

Normally, if you observe any species, you’ll find they live a simple life:

They work for food, share with their companions, and rest.

No species interferes in the life of another —

and even if they do, it's because of ecosystem balance — the food cycle.

But within humans, you’ll find strange and twisted things.

Toxicity is everywhere.

If you're disturbed by a human, you can’t even do anything —

because you can’t fix someone’s nature.

Not your parents’, not your relatives’,

not your stalkers’.

All you can do is distance yourself.

Either live with them in their society,

or live a peaceful life filled with hatred for them.

The more you stay away from humans,

the happier you’ll be in life.

Now you might think —

“I’m a human too.”

Yes, I am —

but this body is made only of matter.

In real life, we are infinite —

beyond all this.

We are souls.

We are the universe within ourselves.

If you think beyond the human mind,

you’ll find yourself very different and very special from these humans.

I’ve seen — these people judge others based on money and fame.

But I judge people based on their behavior and mentality.

If you think beyond everything,

you’ll realize you don’t even have a gender.

A soul has no gender.

Toxicity gave me illnesses like autism —

because I wanted to escape this toxicity,

I wanted to stay away from these humans.

If you allow me,

I would like to share some personal experiences today.

Umm… so in my case,

I was an introvert.

I was obsessed with my own little things —

like my hairstyle, my way of speaking,

my lifestyle — everything was going fine.

Then, some people started judging me —

like, “Why is her hairstyle like this?”

“Why doesn’t she leave her hair open?”

“Why does she talk so little?”

“Why doesn’t she meet people?”

“Why isn’t she social?”

Blah blah blah blah.

My mistake was that I paid attention to them —

and I kept getting trapped in this toxicity.

Then I began a deep study on humans,

thinking life would get easier —

but instead I realized,

I myself am trapped.

And that trap is called Humans.

Yes, these very humans —

the ones who complicated everything.

According to them,

every person must function according to their mindset.

Those who think like this —

their own mindset is broken.

They forget that the other person is also a human, just like them.

Boom!

You must already know all this, right?

Even if you're aware,

you still can’t make the other person understand.

I hope while reading this, you can feel how irritated I must’ve been —

just writing and writing.

There is a limit —

a limit no one has ever truly understood.

And those who have,

are so far away from humans

as galaxies are from each other.

It’s in human nature —

they stalk each other.

They have nothing of their own, yet they constantly judge others.

Humans are a problem to themselves.

This is the species that starts worshipping the dead as gods.

But why?

Did they truly have the power to create things?

Or did they just manipulate others with words —

so that the remaining less-aware, less-knowledgeable people

began to believe in them as gods?

Umm… the population of humans is huge.

The more you read about them,

the more wise you’ll feel,

and yet, the more trapped you’ll feel.

They will never let you walk the path you created for yourself.

Instead, they’ll try to prove they’re smarter than you.

They’ll mock you —

especially if

 you try to be even slightly friendly with them.

The choice is yours:

Either reach that limit,

or become part of this toxicity.