Human behaviours ಠ⁠_⁠ಠ

 Ye bas yahi pr ja ke nahi khtm hoga. Ye shuru bhi ni hua tha to khtm to duur ki baat hy . Ye chiz ek chakrr hay chalti rahe gi , ghumti rahe gi . Logo k girna mera uthna , mera girna to logo ka uthna . Sab aage chale ja rahe hy mey yahan ruk kar intezar kar raha hu , kis chiz k mujhe bhi ni pata ... Antr aatma ki awaz chilla rahi hy mt karo intezar , tumhe chalna hy , tumhe daudhna hy , yahan ni rukna h behtar smay ki talash me niklo , bil me byth kr kuch ni milega .  Niklo apne hi jiwan se bahar , niklo apne hi dil or dimag se bahar , niklo apne is pariwar se bahar chor do sab piche or mudh ke na dekhna ke kahi tum mudhe to fir piche Jane ka dil krne lagega !  Oh smjho khud ko koi ni h tumhare liye koi nahi tha tumhare liye, koi Q hoga tumhare liye or tumhe kisi ke hone na hone se Q farak padega ???  Jb ek titli apne pankho se tufaan la skti h to ek bura thought tumhara pure jiwan me tufan lane ki himmat rakh skta h !!  Ke raat - raat kiske liye jaag rahe ho??...

 Ye itna complicated bhi ni hy jitna hum bana dete hyn , bas soch - soch k hi to fark h har kisi me . Kuch gehraion tk ja k sochte hy to kuch shallow depth me hi khud ko satisfy kr lete hy. Sochna bhi to ek trh ki Nev dalna hi hy . Kuch soch k likhte hy to kuch sirf soch k smjh lete hy. Mera manna h ki soch ke chor dena sahi ni h soch k us pr bhi sochna ek zaruri chiz h , kai bar hum galt soch lete hy , apni soch pr bhi soch vichar har koi ni kar pata . Ye complicated Q hy? Mujhe bhi ni pata pr ......  Ye asan bn skti h ? Ye bhi mujhe ni pata ..... Or ye asaan ho bhi ni skta ye bhi ek sach hy, kai bar chizen itna ulajh jati h ki hum sochna bhi bnd kr dete hy . Kai bar log itna soch lete hy ki vo khud ki soch me fas k pagal ho jate hy, kai bar insan ki soch hi uski maut k karan bnti hy to kai bar uski soch hi use us maut se nikaal lati h. Kai baar dimag me khyl aata h ki hum soch hi Q rahe hy? Choro ye to ek aadat hi h insanon ki " SOCHNA" / Overthinking ( ya sochte sochte k...